You matter to Jesus. Too often in life we are made to feel as if we don't count enough in someone's life to warrant their attention. This feeling is simply not applicable when it comes to Jesus Christ. Jesus is never distracted away from being fully invested in our lives. Please, when things aren't following well in your life. Don't think it means that Jesus has stopped loving you. This is impossible. Jesus tells us that NOTHING can strip us from His love for US. He loves by choice. Utter pure love just flows from Him. We are loved when life goes well, and when life goes badly. No matter that state that your life is in right now. Please just accept that you are loved. Talk with Jesus, even if it seems that all you are discussing are your difficulties, at first, just open up the avenue to communicate with Him.